SomeWhere,Over The
R A I N B O W




Date: Sunday, January 17, 2010
Time: 8:51 PM

I'm not perfect enough for you..
not pretty enough for you..
not smart enough for you...
not caring enough for you..
not good enough for you...
i'm just...
lousy..
great,
i found the word..
lousy.
fuck it.
i...
just...
sux...
not worthy to be your gf...

i just feel this way...
i...
just feel so lousy...
just lousy...
for no reason...
i told her everything...
she just said alot of things..
to trust you..
have faith in us.
i believe you, i trust you...
i...
just dont trust myself...
i just kinda hate myself..
fuck this feeling.
i hate this...

i hope you feel happy with me..
as in..
really happy.
i'm happy too.

i just feel,
lousy...